[ DESPONDENCE ]
Over and over and over again, I begin anew, With dreams galore. Hope bubbles high, Trying to reach the sky, Only to be shattered, Without ever meeting the rain clouds. I'm stuck in the centre of this endless sphere of agony, I can't escape this gravity, And you're not there to pull me out. I've befriended despondence, And relished the darkness, For the rainbow is dead here, And so is you. In my years of confinement, I've wondered about star filled skies And you gazing at them, holding hands with me. I've wondered about your moonlit cheeks, And how I can't kiss them anymore. I've wondered about your eyes, And how they brightened when I looked at them. I've wondered about my ambitions, And how they drift aimlessly without you. I've wondered about constellations; And how they resemble our linked up souls. I've wondered about poems, And how I can never read them to you. I've wondered about music, ...